I think when you begin to see truth, even a glimpse you can't go back. Once you create with your intention, and you are aware of your process, you are moving forward and there is no going back. Once you see more, once you know, once you feel, you must only progress, you can not go back. This is scary. You are in flux. You don't know how to act, what to do, who to talk to.
You can't go back.
Change is not easy. Severe change is not easy. Fast, quick, abrupt, rapid forward moving change is not easy. That's one thing I've learned. But you've got to go with it. It's in your best interest.
It might seem like a time of crisis, but it will pass.
There are things you think you want. There are things you wish for. There are things you think you want and need and love. It's all illusion. If it doesn't set you free, it's not the truth. If it doesn't hit you in the gut and make you feel, it's not the truth. The truth comes unexpectedly, it always does.
Relax and know, that once again, you were foolish. Once again you predicted your future. Once again you tried something that did not work. Because why? It's not the truth.
What is the truth? And how do you know it? What makes you feel? What is in your gut?
Is it possible to transcend? What is this like? What does it mean to transform? What does it mean to be real?
Are we addicted to illusion? That's a good question. That's a real good question.
Are we addicted to avoiding the truth? Running?
What does it mean to be honest? What does it really mean?
Are we capable of healing ourselves? And connecting to the source?
Of course we are. The question: Are we brave enough to accept humility?